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[28 Sep 2006|02:09pm] |
go get your knife go get your knife
its been awhile. i think i like this journal more than my myspace account since i can actually log on within ten decades.
lookin for a second job. hopefully the other two places will be all about my cooking skills. speaking of which, i was cooking dinner tomorrow but now no one is coming. think im gonna get drunk and go to my little brothers last homecoming.
mom and dad are in hawaii. hope and know they're having a wonderful time. i told them they should see if they can get ahold of dog the bounty hunter for some coffee. that would rule.
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| What a Crock |
[14 Feb 2006|06:06pm] |
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geet geet woop woop why you all in my ear talkin a whole bunch a shit that i aint tryin to hear get back muthafucka you dont know me like that get back muthafucka you dont know me like that geet geet woop i aint playin around make one false move i'll take ya down get back muthafucka you dont know me like that get back muthafucka you dont know me like that
HAPPY FUCKIN VALENTINES DAY!!!!!!!
coors light and i will be in the hottub if anyone cares to join us
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| Old Old Old |
[05 Jan 2006|02:28pm] |
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Days of OUr lives that Judy is watching |
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Wow. Almost forgot I had this. Transferred to University of Findlay. Start classes on the 9th. Have a class called Rock Music Styles which should be pretty cool. Possibly going to work at George House. Here we go 2006.
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| Still and Breathless |
[13 Oct 2005|03:13pm] |
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so much for not having to go on meds. hooray for paxil and all the shitty feelings it will give me. chris was on it once and i remember how he acted. not looking forward to that.
needless to say i went and saw my "counselor" and he thought that it would be good for me to go regularly now. he is dumb cuz that means he'll be coming up here twice or three times a month (he lives down near columbus). his idea to go on paxil. blah.
i also have to do this strange attendance thingy where the teacher signs my attendance card which i have to show him periodically. nice thing about it is i get some kind of reward of my choosing at the end if i make it to all of my classes and get c's or above. i want someone to take me to a hockey game. that would be amazing.
its all for a good purpose i keep telling myself. hope it works.
i guess thats all for now.
Passenger Here I lay Still and breatheless Just like always Still I want some more Mirror's sideways Who cares what's behind Just like always Still your passenger
The chrome buttons buckled on leather surfaces These are the other lucky witnesses Now to calm me This time won't you please... Drive faster!
Roll the window down this Cool night air is curious Let the whole world look in Who cares who sees anything? I'm your passenger I'm your passenger
Drop...these down Then...put them on me Nice...cool seats there To cushion your needs Now to calm me Take me around again Don't pull over This time won't you please Drive faster!!!
Roll the window down this Cool night air is curious Let the whole world look in Who cares who sees what tonight? Roll these misty windows Down to catch my breath and then Go and go and don't just Drive me home and back again!
Here I lay Just like always Don't let me Go... Take me to the end...
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| do your thang like there aint nothin to it |
[27 Sep 2005|05:05pm] |
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ok, i have something to try and brighten everyones day.
one: did you guys realize that "The War Against Terror" is abbreviated as T.W.A.T. ? haha. thats funny shit. maybe thats a freudian slip on BUSH's part. connection? i think yes.
two: i had a dream lastnight as well, alicia. check this out. so we all go to the coheed concert late, and we caught the last song coheed played. i was bummed, and some dude said, "its ok, theyre just the openers." i was like , "Who the fuck is the headliner?" but the crowd went nuts so i couldnt hear him. we all went to the lobby area to get some drinks, and when we came back the dude was like "ok, and now the moment you've all been waiting for....Mariah Carey!" i nearly shit my bed.
to top it off i was wearing a coheed shirt to the concert which is a show no no.
later all.
cheer up.
just think, you could have a hand growing out of your stomach.
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| rearranging me room, govna |
[26 Sep 2005|07:55pm] |
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Coheed and Cambria- Apollo I: The Writing Writer |
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today was a decent day. i went to all my classes on time, talked in most, and felt good about it. i did miss a meeting with susan carpenter, but it was my meeting that i set up, didnt have a set time, etc. i had to be at work and forgot that i didnt tell her i had class this afternoon. no worries. she can deal.
work was easy. smelly smelly smelly. i had grease.
coheed is this sunday. yay. cant wait for that.
the opening bands suck rather much. dredg and mewithoutyou that is. they really blow. we're gonna struggle through them. but its in such a lovely place it doesnt matter.
im gonna rearrange my room. i have a better idea for it. i wonder if justin is really considering moving in. that would be nice.
im beat. i'll probably go to bed early tonight.
breakfast tomorrow. yummmy.
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| fuck that |
[22 Sep 2005|06:54pm] |
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if i get yelled at by one more person today im gonna lose it.
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| Good Apollo has Landed |
[20 Sep 2005|02:52pm] |
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Coheed and Cambria-Ten Speed (of God's blood and burial) |
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That's right, the 3rd full length album from Coheed and Cambria, "Good Apollo, I'm Burning Star IV, Volume 1: From Fear Through The Eyes of Madness" is now in stores. Of course we suggest you go to your favorite shop to buy it, but here is a list of places giving some extra goodies to get you to buy it from them:
Best Buy: Offering a bonus 4 song live disc recorded at Hollywood's Avalon Theater.
*Hot Topic/*Newbury Comics: All stores offering 2 of the 8 available Good Apollo character Trading Cards with purchase of CD or Graphic Novel. Cards represent the main characters in the new graphic novel version of "Good Apollo..." You can also buy the Graphic novel at these stores.
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[13 Sep 2005|09:54pm] |
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this seems to fit.
Come on understanding visit me for once today I'll be grateful, you don't even have to stay It must be hard for you to get over to my side of town I know there's many people like me to be found
If you come knockin' at my door And I am not around Foolishness came by and we're downtown Please don't leave Please come on in and make yourself at home I know you're probably used to being alone
Everyone keeps telling me you're something that you're not But I know if I met you I'd like you a lot What exactly does it take to bring you to my door By the time that you arrive I won't live here no more
What can I do? There's no one here but me And nothin' on tv Where could you be? I really wouldn't know Where else you might go
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| alf, he eats cats |
[07 Sep 2005|02:47pm] |
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sick as hell. dont think it was e's fault though. i cant get allergies from someone haha. i woke up around nine with a terrible migraine and couldnt see. i started for the bathroom and fell on the way out the door which hurt like hell and now my side is sore. on top of that, when i get to the bathroom i hack up blood. fun times.
i mostly feel fine now, but havent all day. decided to ride it out in bed. hope all is well before work cuz that will suck.
i hope this low state i've been in leaves soon. mom thinks i need to get counseling. fuck that. ive been there and all thats gonna do is make me feel worse, plus they always say the same things. blah.
enough whining.
yay for coheed. kris is going too. cant wait. maybe suicide girls.....
getting my tattoo i think.
miss you too erin.
out like a belly button.
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| Good Apollo I'm Burning Star IV volume 1: From fear through the eyes of madness |
[05 Sep 2005|03:29pm] |
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gettin ready to head for work. should be fairly easy tonite cuz we're not cookin burgers. eggs and bfast food on the grilly grill.
oh dear, i got the new album. its not due out til the 20th. not good. im still gonna buy it though. kinda sux though cuz now my anticipation is lower. im still looking forward to the graphic novel and the concert and some other stuff theyre re-releasing. in case you're not understanding, the bands initials are that of Cobalt and Calcium on the periodic table.
If beauty sits the child's kiss of laughter i amend can you catch her if she runs
with this i would share you all of this come to no end
behind your silk eyes you'll miss all that i've done for you will you catch me when I run
If timing play ever end what will you say when your lay
stay with me and fall asleep pray to god for no bad dreams
stay with me and fall asleep pray to god for no bad dreams
here I'm still waiting here my dear for one kiss from you
so here I'm still waiting here my dear to kill all of you to kill all of you
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[03 Sep 2005|07:27pm] |
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im at my sisters house right now. her house is really cold cuz the air conditioner actually works unlike the ones we had over the summer that were constantly being turned off. makes me feel like it's fall, except im inside. blah.
my niece is so adorable. she's giggly today for some reason. she's also found her tongue recently and has decided that its her duty to show the rest of the world that she's got one. slobber slobber.
tonite is another cookout at kris's, which should be pretty fun. we're gonna eat , drink some beers, and play some music. yay!
bit of homework to finish this weekend including richard the second. i love my shakespeare book.
i would like to retract my comment about katrina. she's a cunt. i wish the situation wasnt bad. damn the world.
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| i may be lost but im not hopeless |
[30 Aug 2005|02:37pm] |
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MxPx- Heard that sound |
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went home last night to sit in the hot tub. i must say im pretty impressed with what my parents decided to buy. its got frickin lights that change colors. it is a pretty sweet hot tub.
school looks to be pretty intersting this semester. im not taking humanities 2 anymore due to a much deserved class substitution was granted to me yesterday by sally weaver sommer. i sent her a card for clearing up the mess. i was ready to start splitting skulls.
i love my room. im pretty sure its going to lots of fun to be in. its got so much room. i need to get a bit of furniture so that people can "lounge" i suppose. i was contemplating getting a table and chairs instead cuz it would be neat.
go katrina. im very happy for her dumping much needed rain on us and cooling the air down temporarily. i just hope that she didnt devestate anne rice's house. that would suck to have a shitload of manuscripts and possible books lost.
speaking of books, i dont have anywhere to put all of mine. that blows.
need to shower. hope everyone is having a good day. dag all.
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| "spread your cheeks and lift your sack" |
[01 Aug 2005|09:21pm] |
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oh my gosh my ass hurts. i decided that for my daily exercise i would do more than the average crunches and such. so, at about 4:30 i started off to leipsic on nicks bike. boy was that a workout and a half. it took me almost two hours to do the whole 20 miles, but it was fucking awesome when i got done. needless to say my ass hurt.
worst of all, i think i hurt little elvis. i was going back and forth between sitting on each side of my painfully sore crotch and kept hurting the vesicle that runs directly down the middle. well, not thinking much of it i went to take much needed crap. thats when the problem started.
i couldnt fucking piss. oh no. its not that i didnt have to piss, its more like my willy didnt want to! everytime i would almost start it would hurt intensely and it would slightly trickle out. needing some advice, i asked my mother what i should do about my ignorant tallywacker. then grandma chimed in and said to soak my balls in the tub so that the muscle relaxes.
not wanting to have to have physician ram a urinary aide (i.e. cathetor) up my peehole i heeded the advice given to me by my mater familias. it sort of worked, but the purpleheaded yogurt slinger just isnt working properly.
i hope this all clears up. i hate doctors. their hands are eerily soft and they smell like moth balls. not that i've ever seen a moths balls. can you imagine? how would you get those little legs open?
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[26 Jul 2005|05:06pm] |
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grandpa died. not around this week. later.
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[19 Jul 2005|04:41pm] |
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oh my god my lit. and the holocaust class rocks my socks off! i wish i could be in there everyday. its a four hour class, but the time seems like it flys by.
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[25 Jun 2005|09:21pm] |
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What's going on tonight? Is everything alright? I hope that nothing's wrong. I haven't seen you in so long. I'm away, you're here to stay and I'm away and you're ok You're here to stay and I'm away, you're here to stay and I'm ok What exactly do you do, when I'm not with you? What exactly do you say, all the time that I'm away? You tell me nothing's wrong Seems like I've been gone oh so long Nothing seems to have changed Yet the familiar things seem all so strange
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| ahhhhhhhh |
[25 Jun 2005|09:15pm] |
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YAY we had a barbecue tonight in leipsic. yes, me kris and shawn. tons of fun. we shot some guns too. pretty destructive, but oodles of fun nontheless.
we're thinking about goin to go get some more fireworks so that when we go out to derricks for his bonfire we can blow some shit up. he has his own farm, which means we can be as loud as we want.
bought brothers in arms road to hill 30 yesterday. very much fun. i also rented a vietnam game called Vietnam: Purple Haze. it makes me sick. not only does the game suck, but the fact that you can shoot farmers from the areas we've been to is gross.
im out. gonna go have fun with my homeboys. fo sheezy.
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| chicken salad is good with doritos on the side |
[24 Jun 2005|12:11pm] |
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hooray for hurting my back. yay for the music department having the worlds fuckiest rizers and making me move them so i can wax their floor.
dude, erin wahl, i just had a stroke or something cuz i couldnt recall your name. i had to describe you to elena to remember it. sorry kiddo. anyway, i heard the little red riding hood song today on the radio and thought of you. yay.
fuck rain. but it smells awesome.
i hope my mommy gets back from mexico ok. i miss her.
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